Without a word


 
     I shouldn't have done that, I should have pretended not to know like I didn't see it, like I couldn't see it. Shouldn't have looked at you in the first place. I should have run away. I should have pretended I wasn't listening like I didn't hear it, like I couldn't hear it. I shouldn't have heard your love in the first place. Without a word, you made me know what love is. Without a word, you gave me your love. Made me fill myself with your every breath. Then you ran away. Without a word, love leaves me. Without a word, love abandons me. Wondering what to say next.

     My lips were surprised it came without a word. Why does it hurt so much? Why does it hurt continuously? Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore. Otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before. Without a word, tears starts falling down. Without a word, my heart is broken. Without a word, I waited for love. Without a word, love hurts me. I've become transparent, I've become a fool and I cry just by looking at the sky. Without a word, separation finds me. Without a word, the end comes to me. It tool my heart by surprised. To send you away unexpectedly. It came without a word. Without a word, love appears. Without a word, love vanishes. Like a fever I've had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while. Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars..




P/s: Crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth cant explain how things made your heart broken. We've come to the point where we argue so much that we just don't know how to understand each other's sides anymore.