At 5.00am, awake from sleep to solat Subuh and go to work suddenly i remember today is Abah’s Birthday. So i texted him. Out of my expectation, he replied. Maybe he still doing his work at the office or at home wif his new wife maybe ahakk...And then i realized, i miss him.i miss him so much that i want to hug him b'cuz i'm d only gurl in da house with my mum.So i'm d only DADY GURL that he has right now. Mum and dad not like they used to be..their not separate but sometimes Abah did not come home =( and its really difficult for me and my family rite now.If i could appear in front of him with a birthday cake and say “Happy Birthday, Abah.”I would.I never hate him because of what he had done to my mum but sometimes i really disappointed of what he do towards my mum. Since i was little, i was closed to Abah. i told him almost everything. he like to make me thinking. either a big thing or small thing. Now he’s 53.To think that one day i’m no longer under his custody make me sad.He still the best Abah in the world. no one can replace him.I cried from the moment i receive his reply until now. i terribly miss him.i just realized that i still need him.If his not too busy with his work and his other family, my preparation,that i rarely talked to him now. i’m gonna call him today. And hope dady will understand my feelings.Dad for all those times, I left it unsaid...Thank You.Thanks for being there for me.For showing me the way.For being patient with me even when i made it difficult for you.For believing in me and encouraging me.To dream...And being such an inspiring presence.In my life.


P.s: Happy Birthday ABAH may ALLAH bless you always and stay in good fortune always..