bad memories. :(


I hate it when he say something that i don't wanna hear it..and it's keep recalling form my past memories~~ i don't want to remember anything about my dark memories..we had a fight last night is awful and i wanna breakup with him.I can't stand it if he keeps pushing me again and again.I'm so tired and feel so sad.A lil bit disappointed of his attitude,i know that he loved me so much, maybe because his afraid if I'll do something that might hurt him.Baby you know that I wanna make a new life with you so pls im begging you to stop pushing me around..i know i have make a big mistake of my life and i promise that i will never ever do it again.

I'm such a messy gurl...pls forgive me....

Sunshines and happiness what life should be about, doubting and worrying is what my life is about. crashes and burns is just a line of a song. cuts and stitches is my motto. bloodletting- my tylonol letting my feelings finally be shown. my throat it hurts. my heart decaying im finally feeling like i have nothing to hide. showing my secrets as you avert your eyes truth be told im breaking.